Sunday, March 28, 2010
Full of thoughts
November till now... I have not been updating this webby for the longest period of time... Perhaps once a while when I just wanna escape from reality or emotions perked up to the max...
Lots of things happened.... Sometimes I just wonder if I made the right move... I have been switching jobs all over and everytime I change... it gets worse.... I wonder how long will I last in this job of time... It can be so tiring at times I just want to give up....
I think I have bottled up too much.... Just felt extremely depressed and the urge to cry was so strong.... Where can I find that person I can speak freely to...
How many years.... I guess since 1998... Almost 12 years and I have not gotten one bloody fucking idiot. Why am I such a moron... It is so clearly stated that nothing good will come out of it and yet I would rather wait and HOPE that things will change... Perhaps someone was really right... I am such a turn-off to men that I only pin on the one that I liked for years...
Why am I in such a state...
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Lots of things happened.... Sometimes I just wonder if I made the right move... I have been switching jobs all over and everytime I change... it gets worse.... I wonder how long will I last in this job of time... It can be so tiring at times I just want to give up....
I think I have bottled up too much.... Just felt extremely depressed and the urge to cry was so strong.... Where can I find that person I can speak freely to...
How many years.... I guess since 1998... Almost 12 years and I have not gotten one bloody fucking idiot. Why am I such a moron... It is so clearly stated that nothing good will come out of it and yet I would rather wait and HOPE that things will change... Perhaps someone was really right... I am such a turn-off to men that I only pin on the one that I liked for years...
Why am I in such a state...