Tuesday, August 05, 2008
Longer and Longer
It has been more than 4 months since I last updated. Probably no one ever reads here... LOL... Still I am updating so that I can recap as the time passes away...
For starters... I have finally gotten a job that I really sort of wanted. Well, it is still kinda adminstrative at the moment... but at least I am one step closer to my goal. I have been searching for the past years what kind of job I really wanted.... now that I have found it... not really sure will I be able to attain it. At least there is a start...
It seems that most people or I would say all the people around me feel my pessimism... Yes... I have always been like that... Don't really know why.. but I always think of the worst... Everything is never perfect or do I think of the happy side... But I think some of them did felt the change since I joined this new company. Slightly happier... but I still view life as it is.. I mean.. we live in a broken world... and let's face it... if I keep picturing all the good stuffs and when it fails... doesn't it make things worse? If I picture things in a negative way... at least I am mentally prepared for it... doesn't it sound better?
Anyway... life has really changed... I lost more than 10kg... still fat... but not as fat as ever... I still crave for the love of my life... but have not found any and have not gone around looking for either... Not so sure about the direction I am heading for my personal life but.. in terms of working life... sortta grasp what I want... I will just leave it to the hands of god...
Will I ever get the best of 2 worlds?
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For starters... I have finally gotten a job that I really sort of wanted. Well, it is still kinda adminstrative at the moment... but at least I am one step closer to my goal. I have been searching for the past years what kind of job I really wanted.... now that I have found it... not really sure will I be able to attain it. At least there is a start...
It seems that most people or I would say all the people around me feel my pessimism... Yes... I have always been like that... Don't really know why.. but I always think of the worst... Everything is never perfect or do I think of the happy side... But I think some of them did felt the change since I joined this new company. Slightly happier... but I still view life as it is.. I mean.. we live in a broken world... and let's face it... if I keep picturing all the good stuffs and when it fails... doesn't it make things worse? If I picture things in a negative way... at least I am mentally prepared for it... doesn't it sound better?
Anyway... life has really changed... I lost more than 10kg... still fat... but not as fat as ever... I still crave for the love of my life... but have not found any and have not gone around looking for either... Not so sure about the direction I am heading for my personal life but.. in terms of working life... sortta grasp what I want... I will just leave it to the hands of god...
Will I ever get the best of 2 worlds?
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