I am a Heartless Biatch

My god.. ages since I actually sat down and just do something for myself. Replying email, phone calls or even maintaining this blog is almost impossible.

What's new in my life. Well as a matter of fact.. I practically have no life. Work and school. That's all. I hardly even have time for myself.

Work - I do not know if it is a blessing in disguise or am I courting my own death. Seriously my lady boss is a not the best boss around. She is never concentrating. All she cares is to make money and trust me.. she will do certain measures just to get it. Sometimes I just find she is screwed up somewhere or somehow. Nevertheless, I do know she dotes on me. Gifts, taking and looking after me, teaching me how to excel in this line, sharing her contacts with me, treating me lunches. It is hard to find someone like that but .. something is just not right. Simply lost... should I still continue to follow her?

Been talking to a charming man on the phone recently.. Never met him up but my boss has warned me that he is not good looking at all. Just like the way he talks... sexy, confidence and he makes me feel that I am a woman. For Christ's sake, none of my guy friends treat me like a woman, except Joseph.. Must give credit to that fellow. Other than that... NO! I am having small crushes over this mysterious man. I am going insane. Gosh... I know what the fuck is wrong with me.. just that I can't help it.

Don't understand why my boss is pushing me with his brother. Seriously.. that guy is charming too + I do have a weak spot for charming man.. Just don't think we would ever be together.. Let's see how things go.

Tired tired tired.. need to get to bed...
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