I am a Heartless Biatch

My goodness... people are desperate to know. Just one entry about Tammy aka the NYP alleged student who had a sex video on the internet, my blog visits just went sky rocket. Goodness... eveyrone's craving for this piece of news or maybe I should rephrase, everyone's craving for the video. Let me clarify, I do not have the video so don't start emailing me about it.

Back to this topic, I heard from a friend that the video was emailed to many (apparently the nyp servers has the video, but I guess it must have been removed by now). My goodness, Susan Chua aka sex scandal 1 was sortta the biggest news then, now this... I did manage to read the emails about Susan Chua, but ain't this Tammy. But anyway, it ain't my concern. What puzzles me is what the hell is this guy doing? What makes someone hate her so much that they have to distribute this video. It still makes me wonder. Another concern was... why is everyone blaming on Tammy, what happen to that guy? It takes 2 hands to clap you know..

Anyway, I have been reading news regarding EU. I am starting to question myself. Why am I doing all these? He has left me, so I shouldn't be concerned about what is going around his place. Somehow.. I am glued. If given a chance, I would want to head over there. It has been on my mind for some time... I sortta like given up... and not given up. Contradicting... but I have no idea. Deep down.. if he... were... to return.... I might just go back...only if he comes to Singapore. If Nelly were to see this... I think I might just get a tight slap. ahahaha, still I have no clue. As one of entry says... I miss the feeling of being loved.

My oh my... My previous school has top the charts again. As if one sex scandal ain't enough (for those who study in NYP, you should know the first scandal, the alleged student-teacher scandal) Now.. another has surfaced. This time, it is far worse than the first. It was being filmed and published. Goodness! I am not against the filming procedure... but I am wondering about the whole mindset to it. I mean.. this is sortta private... so why keep it in the phone? Store it somewhere else. Doesn't all those video on the web given you an idea that everything ain't private. Let me quote a good example... Paris Hilton Sex Video.

Apparently... the news do really know how to put the headlines. NYP Student.. Can't they leave the school out. I mean as if NYP forces the student to take such video. I am wondering why the hell do journalist do that for. Why can't you just write.. Tammy instead of NYP student. Hmmm... it makes me wonder... doesn't the other 4 polys have anything? Probably because I was in the school previously.. those sortta sex scandals are commonly heard.. but I never hear from my friends (other polys) having all these. Wondering what effects it have on NYP now..

Talking about filming or taking shoots about private lives. Is it that thrilling? It never comes to my mind at all, so why do people do that? I mean if you like doing all these, the possiblity of it being published on the net is.. common. Well.. technology is advancing, so are hackers. They could just hack into the computers and just draw out anything. I mean ANYTHING. I believe in their capabilities. Trust me... if you want to film, just know that it will be published out one day.

This is really shit. I have been using ReNu solution for more than.. 8 years? Holy crap!! This news is really shit. I mean will I get this fungus infection due to this damn solution. I still have 2 big bottles and 2 small bottles (JUST BOUGHT LIKE 2 WEEKS AGO!!!!) AHHHhhhhHHHHhh!!!! Now then I realise why the optician in Germany told me that my eyes has some problems. He told me that it is quite common with contact lenses users. Gggrsss... I should have heeded his advice and switch to spectacles or his type of contact lenses (specially made). Anyway now it is a bit too late to speak. I can't head to Germany just to get contact lenses, it is ridiculous. Seriously, I wonder about the standard of Singapore opticians. When I have my contact lenses made in Germany, the opticians there were very professional. The eye check-up is about an hour or so. He will slowly examine everything. I mean everything, how the contact lenses fit and what is your condition of your eyes. In Singapore, they cannot seem to be bothered. I recalled the German optician told me I require prism in my spectacles and that my prescription is not that high. In Singapore, they told me that I require a higher prescription because I can see better. I am comfortable with that current prescription but they insist on changing it. Now.. i really regret! I mean that German optician (sorry I cannot remember his name) told me I drop 200 for both eyes. Now when I came back, they increase another 150. WHAT THE FUCK RIGHT. Maybe I will head over to eye centre to have everything done.

THIS IS REALLY SHIT!

I suddenly miss someone... Been long since I last gossip, talk and seen.
Hee

I cannot believe what I have read. Just to inform you guys, I am still glued to the articles that consists of the Muslim Cartoon Row. Read this article is.. well I would say absurd. http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/europe/4714548.stm

Read the following links
http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/europe/4676632.stm
http://news.bbc.co.uk/newswatch/ukfs/hi/newsid_4670000/newsid_4678100/4678186.stm

Well, apparently I have been following BBC News as they are more neutral in certain points of view. It came to my attention that this term... freedom of speech is what i would phrase as wolf in a sheep's clothing. It is disaster in a calm environment. I do love being able to speak freely, being able to comment on everything in this world. But the back of mind, I was wondering the consequences to what we so called freedom of speech. Let me just quote an example. AN EXAMPLE I MUST REPHARSE (see.. I am not allow to write freely due to certain laws. I don't wanna get my ass sued) I cannot go around saying I hate all french just because some are jerks. It will certainly get my ass fried or probably killed. Freedom of speech is indeed good, but do take into consideration of people's feeling. As a saying goes what goes around comes around.

Ok... I better get back to work... heee... I have been bloggin during work. BLEAH

AhhHhhhhhhHHHHHHHhhh!!! Valentine's day and I am dateless. Sad! I dread and hate valentine's day

I have been reading news articles on the recent uproar of the cartoon published in newspapers. Practically I am glued to what has been going on.

Indeed, it is offensive to read about or see articles & cartoons condemning, humiliating or even mocking at any religion. (By the way, I am a free thinker) It simply shows that one has no respect over anything. I feel that having a religion is something well... sacred? It all boils down to how extremist you are? Ok... maybe this word does sound offensive as well. It all goes down to how deep you believe in. Well my point is no matter what it is.. it is no laughing matter to laugh or mock at one's religion. Come on, even me... a free thinker will spare some thoughts about saying one's religion. Freedom of speech, what is the big deal about that? It also mean that you are a no brainer when you do such stuff. Everyone has their own views on everything, but mocking, laughing or opening condeming is something stupid. It is as good as someone saying about your family or something you care about in a great deal.

I must also raise the point that violence around is simply unnecessary. I can fully understand the boycott, the burning of flags, the protest but not the violence. I mean after all those expatriates are well.. innocent. You can boycott all you want but hurting another soul is as good as them writing about the religion. It is equally hurtful or more. Those are just emotional wounds, but people hurt? That is a life you are talking about. Doesn't all religion believe in not hurting any human lives? So where has all the faith gone to?

Talking about religion. Ok don't mind me here. This is just my.. let me emphasize it.. MY point of view. I mean you can all the faith you want in the religion but doesn't some logic needs to come out of it? Let me quote an example. (ok, if you ain't comfortable about reading such stuff, just close your window. I ain't targeting on any religion). I know of a family that totally believe in that religion that they commit to it totally. I find it totally ridiculous. A great classic from them is god condemns people who have short hair. For crying out loud, I have short hair and so are tons of women out there. So are we condemn? Til now, I see no logic to this. That is why I still remains as a free thinker.

Ok.... probably I have strike some uproar on opinions. Please chill it. I ain't targeting on anything. I just expressing my own opinions and thoughts.