Tuesday, August 01, 2006
Everything is a mess now
Seriously... I really don't know what is going on and what the hells is wrong with.... everything... I am starting to lose my direction in doing almost anything, or should I say I am totally clueless about everything....
Where should I start with... yah.. let me begin my miserable life with my job. I have been working in a huge organisation for ... if not mistaken... should be 8 months. Well.. in the beginning... I thought I would not mind.. but now.. I do... The pay is really pathetic.. I think among those who graduate around the same time as me... gets.. well.. more than me. I am seriously lacking way behind.. I get paid more when I was working with uncle. It has become an issue for me especially I kinda feel restless and I don't feel the motivation... I do not know how long I am able to sustain... Besides the Vitamin M issue... this job has become... kinda.. dead and I see lots of unreasonable Singaporeans or bitches. Probably I am not a really deskbound person. Yes.. some of you gonna nag.. saying it is definitely better than my previous job.. but.. I really dunno... I have not been so lost as now...
Life has not been smooth sailing these days. Well no clue what happened between them.. but things don't seem good. And I sortta blurted out something nasty too. If he is eating on the table.. I am not eating.. Mean right.. Sortta should hold back my temper... I can be a fucking bitch at times.
Despite all the unhappiness or crappy feelings... something good did happen a few days ago.. Mum dragged me out the other day... and sortta told me she wanna sponser my entire university school fees. I almost... burst out crying. It was really really nice of her especially it was her hard-earned money.
I really need a break....
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Where should I start with... yah.. let me begin my miserable life with my job. I have been working in a huge organisation for ... if not mistaken... should be 8 months. Well.. in the beginning... I thought I would not mind.. but now.. I do... The pay is really pathetic.. I think among those who graduate around the same time as me... gets.. well.. more than me. I am seriously lacking way behind.. I get paid more when I was working with uncle. It has become an issue for me especially I kinda feel restless and I don't feel the motivation... I do not know how long I am able to sustain... Besides the Vitamin M issue... this job has become... kinda.. dead and I see lots of unreasonable Singaporeans or bitches. Probably I am not a really deskbound person. Yes.. some of you gonna nag.. saying it is definitely better than my previous job.. but.. I really dunno... I have not been so lost as now...
Life has not been smooth sailing these days. Well no clue what happened between them.. but things don't seem good. And I sortta blurted out something nasty too. If he is eating on the table.. I am not eating.. Mean right.. Sortta should hold back my temper... I can be a fucking bitch at times.
Despite all the unhappiness or crappy feelings... something good did happen a few days ago.. Mum dragged me out the other day... and sortta told me she wanna sponser my entire university school fees. I almost... burst out crying. It was really really nice of her especially it was her hard-earned money.
I really need a break....
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