Sunday, January 29, 2006

No idea..

Woke up today crying.. yup... ain't a good thing to start during the new year. Guess what I dreamt. Ash.. I thought I have buried this issue some time back... but it seems not. Time seem to transported to the day whereby we are no longer friends. I didn't expect to remember all the details, but I did. It is haunting.. It seems like I am going back to the state whereby I cannot accept anyone again..

I wonder how he is doing now. I have not contacted since ... more than 3 years ago. He was someone I could turn to... when.. and he knows... Til now.. I have yet to find anyone who I confide to.

I hope he is doing fine and well, hoping.. he do remember who I am.



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