Tuesday, January 10, 2006
Contradicting
Well.. I just read up my previous blogs. Realised that I always complained about living in oversea. Now.. I have the mindset about staying overseas. Hey don't get me wrong. I am not asking for trouble knowing it would be hard. Just that.. sometimes I feel distance makes a heart fonder. I like the life here... just that I don't love it. I know I am asking a lot.. but when people are apart, they will appreciate everything. Now I am working in a huge company... the chances of going over to parts of the world would be slightly easier. Anyway... I still need to pursue my degree, til I finish it.. I would be heading to somewhere else.
I have gotten over it. It is like only 2 days. Probably some part of me just disappeared or I am keeping it deep down. It hurts at times, but I am over it. No point. At least I know I do not need to fork out air tickets to visit. Still... I will be saving up to go for a vacation. No idea yet, but should be backpacking to certain areas.
Sometimes I envy those who post their blogs stating their happy life. I mean it is nice. It keeps people positive. Yes I know I am always complaining, cursing, swearing and whining. Still... I am working hard to stay positive.
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I have gotten over it. It is like only 2 days. Probably some part of me just disappeared or I am keeping it deep down. It hurts at times, but I am over it. No point. At least I know I do not need to fork out air tickets to visit. Still... I will be saving up to go for a vacation. No idea yet, but should be backpacking to certain areas.
Sometimes I envy those who post their blogs stating their happy life. I mean it is nice. It keeps people positive. Yes I know I am always complaining, cursing, swearing and whining. Still... I am working hard to stay positive.
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