I am a Heartless Biatch

Is it me or the world is just left with... me? I have friends yet I don't seem to have. I miss the days when I was still schooling. Everyone seems to be just.. problem-free.. Now... exact opposite... No idea why.

My life now? Lonesome.. or is it solitude? Lonesome - the feeling that no one is around except me... everyone seems to have forgotten or have deserted me. I seem to be in a void. Nothing... just me... I don't even know what I own or what I have. Solitude - sometimes... only at certain points of time I like being alone.

Things not going well. Not my work, just personal...

Well... first to inform. I found a job!! Technically not the type of job all of you guys will imagine I will get into. Basically... I like doing PR stuff but this... it is very adminstrative and kinda routine. Still it is a huge company and the prospects in there are huge.. who knows where I might land up to.

It can be quite tiring especially when it comes miscommunication. It makes me restless and one thing for sure... I HATE TO APOLOGIZE. I have been doing a lot lately and it makes me think back. Why am I doing so.. I realise that I do not understand people as I thought I would. Ahhhh!!! I am lost...