Tuesday, September 27, 2005
Fucking Shit
FUCK MAN! I just lost the entire post I typed just because of a fucking offline or timeout. CB!!!! NABEI!!!! Now I have to retype the entire fucking post and I cannot remember the entire fucking content.
I am fucking tired. Tired of what is going around me. I just cannot stand him. He is alway on PMS and I thought woman are bad. He is worse. It seems like he can never agree to anything around me and my brother. It is a blessing that we did not inherit all his genes or we will be failure in our lives. What is wrong with working late? I mean when we cannot finish our work, we stay back and do.. even though it means not getting overtime allowance. We just want to be responsible in whatever we do and not let other colleagues to clear our shit or unfinished work. Sometimes I wonder if his retard brain is actually working. What is wrong with working in a travel industry? I know the pay sucks big time but it is still a decent job. It is not as if I am going out selling drugs or hooking people. I am doing and working a decent job as a tour consultant or tour guide. Sometimes I wish he can stay out of all our lives and everything can be happily ever after.
Sometimes I feel that the only people that can understand me... are my aunt and my brother... They are the only ones who are supportive in whatever I do especially my job. Talking about my job.. I sortta like it and at times hate it. I agree I am not a very nice person. I ain't any apple polisher nor sucking up to people's balls or anyone's puppet. I am who I am.. I get along well with some colleagues but... not everyone. I just feel out of place at work and to make matter worse.. the pay sucks big time. I wish I could just quit and move on... but I always love to travel and so far... it is the only job that can allow me to roam freely around the world. I am simply lost.. and I wonder how long can I take it.
I am tired... really tired...
I need to find a job outside of Singapore..
I need a break.
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I am fucking tired. Tired of what is going around me. I just cannot stand him. He is alway on PMS and I thought woman are bad. He is worse. It seems like he can never agree to anything around me and my brother. It is a blessing that we did not inherit all his genes or we will be failure in our lives. What is wrong with working late? I mean when we cannot finish our work, we stay back and do.. even though it means not getting overtime allowance. We just want to be responsible in whatever we do and not let other colleagues to clear our shit or unfinished work. Sometimes I wonder if his retard brain is actually working. What is wrong with working in a travel industry? I know the pay sucks big time but it is still a decent job. It is not as if I am going out selling drugs or hooking people. I am doing and working a decent job as a tour consultant or tour guide. Sometimes I wish he can stay out of all our lives and everything can be happily ever after.
Sometimes I feel that the only people that can understand me... are my aunt and my brother... They are the only ones who are supportive in whatever I do especially my job. Talking about my job.. I sortta like it and at times hate it. I agree I am not a very nice person. I ain't any apple polisher nor sucking up to people's balls or anyone's puppet. I am who I am.. I get along well with some colleagues but... not everyone. I just feel out of place at work and to make matter worse.. the pay sucks big time. I wish I could just quit and move on... but I always love to travel and so far... it is the only job that can allow me to roam freely around the world. I am simply lost.. and I wonder how long can I take it.
I am tired... really tired...
I need to find a job outside of Singapore..
I need a break.
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