Saturday, April 02, 2005
Nostalgic
Was thinking of many things alone when I strolled through the park. It has been long since I ran away in peace and ALONE. It is stressful being spied upon everyday. I cannot believe the people living in here. Forever spying on me. The things that I purchased, the things that I have done, I can see it repeating in a cycle in those spies. Example: I purchased a particular fruit juice, the very next thing on the next day, I will see the same product on the shelf. It is sickening to see it everytime this happens. AaaaHHhhh!
Dad called today. We chatted for quite a while. He was worried especially when I was not able to pick up his call for many days. Just broke down to him when i told him the hardship here. It was really tough and he knew it. He just kept consoling me to bear with it and it would soon be over. We spoke about the past and the foul tempered of mine and things that we never talked before. Probably it was my stubborness and the miscommunication uncleared led me to always running away from home. Now it is the stupidity that led me to staying here.
Spoke to Elroy. Could feel his pain and he almost broke down too. He had no one to turn to especially confiding about the accidents and the after effects. At that point of time, I really wished that I could hug and console him, but I am in Germany. Well, guess me and him... have to be strong and survive.
My tears were about to flow when I am writing this blog. Guess I should stop before I really start to sob again. Will update about my amsterdam trip the next blog.
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Dad called today. We chatted for quite a while. He was worried especially when I was not able to pick up his call for many days. Just broke down to him when i told him the hardship here. It was really tough and he knew it. He just kept consoling me to bear with it and it would soon be over. We spoke about the past and the foul tempered of mine and things that we never talked before. Probably it was my stubborness and the miscommunication uncleared led me to always running away from home. Now it is the stupidity that led me to staying here.
Spoke to Elroy. Could feel his pain and he almost broke down too. He had no one to turn to especially confiding about the accidents and the after effects. At that point of time, I really wished that I could hug and console him, but I am in Germany. Well, guess me and him... have to be strong and survive.
My tears were about to flow when I am writing this blog. Guess I should stop before I really start to sob again. Will update about my amsterdam trip the next blog.
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