Monday, April 11, 2005

I am bliss yet worried

I am living in heaven these days. It has been almost 5 years since I was last attached. It feels good to be loved. However, there is this insecurity demon that never fails to get me. Probably you guys do not know.. I am never confident of myself and the fault always lie to me whenever something just crops up. Unlike the other boyfriends I had, he is different. Firstly, we are brought up in different ways (French and Chinese?) and there is constant reminders of people of how french guys are. All these words are driving me crazy. I know I should trust people, but I just don't know how. Not only I have to handle those words, the distance that we have when we get back home (France and Singapore ain't like Singapore and JB). Just lost in my thoughts.



i hope uve made the right choice girl... *hugs*.. anyway im happy for you if you are.. :)  


I have no idea if it is right. But what one of my friend says is correct. Live by the moment, so I am living by the moment. Hopefully everything will turn out right. Gal, you have to be happy too. *hugz* We will go supper together when i am back  


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