Wednesday, March 16, 2005

State of Shock

Today's lesson was mentally stressful. Not only did I realized I was dumb, I was very very extremely stupid. It can be measured with the fact that my IQ is simply 0. For the entire Internation Finance course, I never really knew what the lecturer is talking about. Whenever he explains, it is fine. But once you are left alone, the stupidity starts to hit on you. I don't really know if the Germans understood or it is just me being plain dumb. I always thought that my understanding for the topic would be easier since I have an advantage of knowing english. Now.. god... please help me. Probably they can act well.. I think it is going to be doom's day for me when the exam is drawing near.

Finally got to know the french guy a bit better. I mean he is nicer than what I expected. He offered to bring me around France. I mean it is a really nice gesture. I was touched by it. I mean since I came here, the europeans are not that nice to me. Probably because I am an asian and there is a difference in that. As I mentioned in my previous blog, I am confused about knowing someone better.

Am still waiting for my webcam to arrive. Can't wait to video conference with people back home. :)



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