Friday, March 04, 2005
Loneliness
It is middle of night and I cannot help but feel lonely. (I am listening to sad songs, ain't helping much) Back home I have friends. Here... I don't even know what friends meant. Basically i feel like a fool.. a tool being made use of. The eeyor that I always hug, ain't by my side.
I am under a lot of stress. The people here are putting me under tremendous stress. They are constantly asking me what I have studied and what have I not touch on. I mean... it makes me tremble so much that I cannot stop smoking. I hate to smoke but I cannot help it. Can you guys believe me panicking about exams til I tremble... I can't believe it myself.. but I did.
Loneliness has grasp me... I want someone to be my side... but I just can't find one.
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I am under a lot of stress. The people here are putting me under tremendous stress. They are constantly asking me what I have studied and what have I not touch on. I mean... it makes me tremble so much that I cannot stop smoking. I hate to smoke but I cannot help it. Can you guys believe me panicking about exams til I tremble... I can't believe it myself.. but I did.
Loneliness has grasp me... I want someone to be my side... but I just can't find one.
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