Thursday, March 17, 2005
AaaAAaHhhHHh
Finally, after trying for many fucking hours, I can log in to write my blog.
It is a dreadful day. I didn't want to leave my bed and thought of skipping school. But I recalled a friend saying this... you pay so much to go to Germany to skip school? Practically drag my feet to the bathroom. Was really really tired as I tossed and turned again. I have not been sleeping well for the past few nights. It is either nightmare or practically no reason or whatsoever.. and I still miss my eeyor at home. Miss hugging something to sleep... now... it is just an empty bed... with nothing. AaaAaahhHHh! I really regretted not packing it into my bag now.
Finance class again... Was about to doze during lesson. It is really hard to stay awake. Received a bad news. We can't use the laptop for the first paper. The reason for such action, the fucking germans in my class... well apparently they are rich enough to buy a laptop, but their fucking batteries ain't working. WHAT THE FUCK! I mean just because of this incident, all calculations has to switch using calculators. It is really fucked up especially I have spent hours building up the spreadsheet. Thank god, it is a blessing in disguise for me since I always use calculator instead of spreadsheet to count numbers. At least I sortta know how to calculate for those damn fucking figures and calculations should they are out in the exam paper.
Funny, Laurent ask me out for lunch. Rare but funny. Went ahead to the chinese fast food outlet near the train station. At first when I stepped in.. it was like... why are the menu in German. At the same time, there is this lady standing behind the counter. I was wondering.. if she knew how to speak Chinese. I was hesitant to speak until she offered to translate it for me and... SHE SPOKE CHINESE! Ahahaha. AND GUESS WHAT I SPOTTED ON THE MENU!!! WANTON!!! OH MY GOD!!! It has been like ages since I last ate this. Too bad they don't sell wanton mee. STILL... it is one of the dishes that I normally love to eat. Ordered fried noodles. Got a shock again (yes yes.. today I am getting many shocks). The portion was huge, probably the same as Australia, just that at that spur moment, I forgotten that non-asians eat a lot. Laurent wanted to treat me, but didn't let him do it. I just don't feel right especially when I ordered 2 dishes and I know how hard up we are on cash.
Dad called me up today. Chatted quite a while with him. Realised I have really changed. I mean... I used to dislike whenever he calls my mobile back home. Now... it is like I rather stay home and wait for his call. He was teasing me with the favourite dishes that I loved. God, I really really miss Singapore Food especially ba gua. Will definitely have my fill of ba gua when I get home. He also reminded to tour around Germany especially it is turning spring. (Yes! My favourite tulips will bloom! It would be damn beautiful, can't hardly wait)
Really very tired now but I am still struggling with the International Finance. I can't afford to fail again especially my parents are so nice to me. AaaAaAAhhhHHHHhhh!
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It is a dreadful day. I didn't want to leave my bed and thought of skipping school. But I recalled a friend saying this... you pay so much to go to Germany to skip school? Practically drag my feet to the bathroom. Was really really tired as I tossed and turned again. I have not been sleeping well for the past few nights. It is either nightmare or practically no reason or whatsoever.. and I still miss my eeyor at home. Miss hugging something to sleep... now... it is just an empty bed... with nothing. AaaAaahhHHh! I really regretted not packing it into my bag now.
Finance class again... Was about to doze during lesson. It is really hard to stay awake. Received a bad news. We can't use the laptop for the first paper. The reason for such action, the fucking germans in my class... well apparently they are rich enough to buy a laptop, but their fucking batteries ain't working. WHAT THE FUCK! I mean just because of this incident, all calculations has to switch using calculators. It is really fucked up especially I have spent hours building up the spreadsheet. Thank god, it is a blessing in disguise for me since I always use calculator instead of spreadsheet to count numbers. At least I sortta know how to calculate for those damn fucking figures and calculations should they are out in the exam paper.
Funny, Laurent ask me out for lunch. Rare but funny. Went ahead to the chinese fast food outlet near the train station. At first when I stepped in.. it was like... why are the menu in German. At the same time, there is this lady standing behind the counter. I was wondering.. if she knew how to speak Chinese. I was hesitant to speak until she offered to translate it for me and... SHE SPOKE CHINESE! Ahahaha. AND GUESS WHAT I SPOTTED ON THE MENU!!! WANTON!!! OH MY GOD!!! It has been like ages since I last ate this. Too bad they don't sell wanton mee. STILL... it is one of the dishes that I normally love to eat. Ordered fried noodles. Got a shock again (yes yes.. today I am getting many shocks). The portion was huge, probably the same as Australia, just that at that spur moment, I forgotten that non-asians eat a lot. Laurent wanted to treat me, but didn't let him do it. I just don't feel right especially when I ordered 2 dishes and I know how hard up we are on cash.
Dad called me up today. Chatted quite a while with him. Realised I have really changed. I mean... I used to dislike whenever he calls my mobile back home. Now... it is like I rather stay home and wait for his call. He was teasing me with the favourite dishes that I loved. God, I really really miss Singapore Food especially ba gua. Will definitely have my fill of ba gua when I get home. He also reminded to tour around Germany especially it is turning spring. (Yes! My favourite tulips will bloom! It would be damn beautiful, can't hardly wait)
Really very tired now but I am still struggling with the International Finance. I can't afford to fail again especially my parents are so nice to me. AaaAaAAhhhHHHHhhh!
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