Thursday, January 27, 2005
A cry for help
Many things occurred during this week. Really screwed up but I shall touch on something about germany first
Went to Heidelburg on Sat which is 22/01/05. OH MAN! It is so so so so different from Mosbach. Finally, it is a city!!! Guess what I went hunting for when I step down to Heidelburg. Mac Donalds!!! I have been craving for this ever since I came here. Ordered a Royal ST set… wasn’t as royal as it seem. The burger is smaller than the usual burgers I ate (Probably I am too used to Burger King’s Whopper), but I do have my favourite drink… MILK SHAKE. Oh boy… ever since Singapore’s Mac Donald’s milk shake disappeared, I went hunting for cheapest milkshake… none beats the way Mac Donald does it. Anyway… it is costly having a meal here.. cost me around 5 Euros just to have a set meal. Gosh… around… $12…. I can have 2 upsize meal in NYP. Ok… Enough of the crap of Mac Donald. Went around the town and everywhere was having sale. Mango up to 80%, Benetton, Body Shop and etc… I was really in the mood for shopping but I need to save up for the next month and a party I planned. Gosh.. REALLY CHEAP. Might head back to Heidelburg next month for the sales. Hee! The main purpose of going Heidelburg was to visit the castle that one of my classmate was talking about. 300+ steps! I was panting by the time I got up there.. but it was really really really beautiful. Probably I have never seen a castle in my real life. The view was spectacular! I must really get back to this castle when I have my camera with me for the next trip. Nelly…. U MUST SEE THIS CASTLE! After which, we headed to a lounge for drinks. (Nothing to talk about dinner. It was nothing great and it is only pizza hut) Not too bad… but all of us end up spending a lot and I sortta regretted going over especially when people did not pay up. GOSH!
Probably many of you guys do not know about this. I always felt lonely when I am out even with close friends. I do not know why.. but this feeling of being “extra” always pops into my mind whenever I am with anyone. Trendy.. u will be shocked after reading this. I may seem to have a lot of friends in NYP, but I do not maintain a close relationship with them. Most of the time I feel like I am being extra or probably the outcast in the group. It has to do with my self-esteem and I definitely know that. I am not as confident of myself as what you all may see. This is one of the reason that I insist on going to Germany. My mind was telling me.. it does not make a difference if I disappear for 6 month, probably no one will notice that too. I ain’t the attention seeker like that slut (The one who bully pinky, Jacelyn). I am me… I always felt that I am a nobody…. Probably till now.
Ever since I left for Germany, my class seems to be quieter. I could still recall the days of going for coffee and movies after class. It was fun. Apparently, things ain’t the same. According to my informant (Miss Trendy, Tianni), the class seems to be too preoccupied on their own and has gone quieter. Most importantly, the slut is trying to take over. She has been trying to shake her booty (as if she has bigger than mine) and her scrawny body with the guys. I don’t know what the hell she is trying to prove.. but I think the girls in the class are not on her side anymore. BUT… I cannot believe.. that my good friend… el will actually stick to her after my countless reminder that she is interested in his cash and car. Probably he has some charms.. (must give credit) but the fucking problem is the fact is out there. Oh what has gone wrong? Blindness and horny will lead you to nowhere. Hopefully it will lead to just ONS and nothing else. MY GOD! If I am a guy, I will not have ONS with her. Ain’t pretty, no boobs, face slab with thick musk of makeup, and she looks like she is suffering from anorexia. Oh god! Not forgetting.. why is elroy with her too? *about to faint*
Those ain’t the important part. Pinky called me 4 times from Singapore. The first time.. she was on the verge of crying, telling me she is really stressed up. She hung up the phone in less than 2 mins, probably trying hard not to cry in school. The second time.. she rang up telling me everything. I was really shocked. This slut has not been putting effort into the work and worse of all.. getting my good friend, el to her side. Gosh! She even insisted on that Pinky did not do anything and they are not wrong. Pinky was on tears when she was telling me all this. She actually believe in el and to find out he ain’t on her side, makes her feel worse. Probably she didn’t meant to say that she hated me for going germany.. but this thought lingers on my mind ever since. She told me everything about what is going around her and how lonely she is in Singapore. I really really felt horrible. I definitely knows it feels because it has always been in me. Anyway, the project weights 30% and the work they gave ain’t contributing much. The marvelous thing was it has 2 days before dateline. It took me quite a while to calm her down and my promise to help her in whatever I can. But guess again. 5am Singapore time, 10pm germany time, she was bawling. She could not handle the load and she wants to fail this module and give up everything. I swear… if I am in Singapore that moment… el’s face will be beaten to a pulp. I felt really helpless and all I could do was to console her. The last time she called… her state of mind was better and I did the best I could (given no internet and very few information). I guided the way through and we crap through the phone for a while. At least I could hear her getting happier. Really really regret coming to Germany and leaving a mess there. Anyway, the phone bills is going to burst. Think it will be around $150. The total time spent on phone was definitely more than an hour, but it is cheaper than me calling her. $5 per minute. GOD!
The French gal, Ali actually asked me why was I helping. Why can’t Pinky handle her own? Maybe you guys will also find it weird, why am I helping her to do the report especially I am in Germany and it does not concern me at all. Pinky was my first friend in NYP. She has been with me for almost 3 years. Yes, we have our squabbles, differences and everything, but she was my first friend. She approached to me when no one else did. I can still recall the first year in NYP, the first week. It was hell. I was alone. No friends, nothing. I thought this would stick through for the rest of my 3 years till she approached. She made a difference in my path through NYP. And now, she comes crying for aid… there is no way that I am going to reject her. It seems silly to most people, but that is what friends are for. Help each other in need and she definitely need mine.
Ok… it is getting too lengthy, gonna end here. Anyway.. Pinky.. Sorry.
Went to Heidelburg on Sat which is 22/01/05. OH MAN! It is so so so so different from Mosbach. Finally, it is a city!!! Guess what I went hunting for when I step down to Heidelburg. Mac Donalds!!! I have been craving for this ever since I came here. Ordered a Royal ST set… wasn’t as royal as it seem. The burger is smaller than the usual burgers I ate (Probably I am too used to Burger King’s Whopper), but I do have my favourite drink… MILK SHAKE. Oh boy… ever since Singapore’s Mac Donald’s milk shake disappeared, I went hunting for cheapest milkshake… none beats the way Mac Donald does it. Anyway… it is costly having a meal here.. cost me around 5 Euros just to have a set meal. Gosh… around… $12…. I can have 2 upsize meal in NYP. Ok… Enough of the crap of Mac Donald. Went around the town and everywhere was having sale. Mango up to 80%, Benetton, Body Shop and etc… I was really in the mood for shopping but I need to save up for the next month and a party I planned. Gosh.. REALLY CHEAP. Might head back to Heidelburg next month for the sales. Hee! The main purpose of going Heidelburg was to visit the castle that one of my classmate was talking about. 300+ steps! I was panting by the time I got up there.. but it was really really really beautiful. Probably I have never seen a castle in my real life. The view was spectacular! I must really get back to this castle when I have my camera with me for the next trip. Nelly…. U MUST SEE THIS CASTLE! After which, we headed to a lounge for drinks. (Nothing to talk about dinner. It was nothing great and it is only pizza hut) Not too bad… but all of us end up spending a lot and I sortta regretted going over especially when people did not pay up. GOSH!
Probably many of you guys do not know about this. I always felt lonely when I am out even with close friends. I do not know why.. but this feeling of being “extra” always pops into my mind whenever I am with anyone. Trendy.. u will be shocked after reading this. I may seem to have a lot of friends in NYP, but I do not maintain a close relationship with them. Most of the time I feel like I am being extra or probably the outcast in the group. It has to do with my self-esteem and I definitely know that. I am not as confident of myself as what you all may see. This is one of the reason that I insist on going to Germany. My mind was telling me.. it does not make a difference if I disappear for 6 month, probably no one will notice that too. I ain’t the attention seeker like that slut (The one who bully pinky, Jacelyn). I am me… I always felt that I am a nobody…. Probably till now.
Ever since I left for Germany, my class seems to be quieter. I could still recall the days of going for coffee and movies after class. It was fun. Apparently, things ain’t the same. According to my informant (Miss Trendy, Tianni), the class seems to be too preoccupied on their own and has gone quieter. Most importantly, the slut is trying to take over. She has been trying to shake her booty (as if she has bigger than mine) and her scrawny body with the guys. I don’t know what the hell she is trying to prove.. but I think the girls in the class are not on her side anymore. BUT… I cannot believe.. that my good friend… el will actually stick to her after my countless reminder that she is interested in his cash and car. Probably he has some charms.. (must give credit) but the fucking problem is the fact is out there. Oh what has gone wrong? Blindness and horny will lead you to nowhere. Hopefully it will lead to just ONS and nothing else. MY GOD! If I am a guy, I will not have ONS with her. Ain’t pretty, no boobs, face slab with thick musk of makeup, and she looks like she is suffering from anorexia. Oh god! Not forgetting.. why is elroy with her too? *about to faint*
Those ain’t the important part. Pinky called me 4 times from Singapore. The first time.. she was on the verge of crying, telling me she is really stressed up. She hung up the phone in less than 2 mins, probably trying hard not to cry in school. The second time.. she rang up telling me everything. I was really shocked. This slut has not been putting effort into the work and worse of all.. getting my good friend, el to her side. Gosh! She even insisted on that Pinky did not do anything and they are not wrong. Pinky was on tears when she was telling me all this. She actually believe in el and to find out he ain’t on her side, makes her feel worse. Probably she didn’t meant to say that she hated me for going germany.. but this thought lingers on my mind ever since. She told me everything about what is going around her and how lonely she is in Singapore. I really really felt horrible. I definitely knows it feels because it has always been in me. Anyway, the project weights 30% and the work they gave ain’t contributing much. The marvelous thing was it has 2 days before dateline. It took me quite a while to calm her down and my promise to help her in whatever I can. But guess again. 5am Singapore time, 10pm germany time, she was bawling. She could not handle the load and she wants to fail this module and give up everything. I swear… if I am in Singapore that moment… el’s face will be beaten to a pulp. I felt really helpless and all I could do was to console her. The last time she called… her state of mind was better and I did the best I could (given no internet and very few information). I guided the way through and we crap through the phone for a while. At least I could hear her getting happier. Really really regret coming to Germany and leaving a mess there. Anyway, the phone bills is going to burst. Think it will be around $150. The total time spent on phone was definitely more than an hour, but it is cheaper than me calling her. $5 per minute. GOD!
The French gal, Ali actually asked me why was I helping. Why can’t Pinky handle her own? Maybe you guys will also find it weird, why am I helping her to do the report especially I am in Germany and it does not concern me at all. Pinky was my first friend in NYP. She has been with me for almost 3 years. Yes, we have our squabbles, differences and everything, but she was my first friend. She approached to me when no one else did. I can still recall the first year in NYP, the first week. It was hell. I was alone. No friends, nothing. I thought this would stick through for the rest of my 3 years till she approached. She made a difference in my path through NYP. And now, she comes crying for aid… there is no way that I am going to reject her. It seems silly to most people, but that is what friends are for. Help each other in need and she definitely need mine.
Ok… it is getting too lengthy, gonna end here. Anyway.. Pinky.. Sorry.
Sunday, January 16, 2005
Weird
It is weird being in Germany. Probably I am all alone now and things start flowing into my brain. I always claim myself as a heartless biatch who cannot give a fuck about anything in the world. Well guess being a foreign land… things can really change your perception of things. I am beginning to feel alive and starting to miss everything in Singapore. I can recall the naggings of my mother, her perfectly home-made dishes, the warmth of the family (Despite the fact I insisted there isn’t), my stern stubborn dad, the constant conversations and nagging from my brother, my aunt whom I always run to and all the times I spend with my friends. Guess I am beginning to appreciate things that I once claimed to be useless or pointless to have.
Germany trip has really made me grown up. I have to totally rely on myself for everything. The others who came with me.. well if I depend on them… I might just as well die. As mentioned before, oh man… situation is getting worse. Sometimes I wonder where they left their brains. I mean… the accommodation is always a problem. The first time when we complained back to NYP, it did not work. What makes them think it will work again. NYP has already deserted us in the first place and they cannot be bothered if we were dead or alive. They only care to boast around and do things when they like. Guess that N is really a darn ass to actually wanna complain. IT WON’T WORK! Oh my… hopefully the transfer of school will work and I will not be stuck with 1 geek and 2 idiots.
Oh yah… went shopping in this small town where I am living and got a few pieces of nice wearable clothes. I have forgot to mention that I am living in a SMALL TOWN called Mosbach. It is so small that you can complete the whole area within half a day. Everything closes at 6pm and everything is also closed on Sunday. So basically if you have forgotten to buy your grocery before Sunday, you will starved to death. No, there isn’t 7-11 around. Talking about this town, it is actually quite beautiful despite being small. There are also some nice shops around that do sell clothes and some of the necessity stuff that I need. However, the pace of Germans… are really slow as compared back home. But alcohol is really cheap. Ha! Been drinking quite a lot, beers and vodka!!! :P
Got to know a few seniors (International Students) and some of my classmates better. Let’s start with the most gorgeous guy.
Juan Carlos – He is from Spain. Oh man… HE IS SUPER SUPER GORGEOUS. I really mean it… Green eyes, even better looking than brad pitt. Oh my.. It is a wow when I saw him. But one thing about him… snob. Probably he knows he is gorgeous. But seriously girls, you should check him out. To die for
Eduarardo – He is from Spain as well. Not good looking, but he always remind me of my cousin, Alvin. They have similarities as in features. But basically, he is a super nice chap. Better than Carlos.
Adam – From Poland… but he has this strong American accent. Anyway he was staying in America for 3 years. Real attitude problem but overall… quite alrite.
Greg – French guy from the senior program. I knew him from Ali… He is a really nice sweet guy. I mean… I always have this perception of French men being snob, but he is really nice and he still owes me a strip dance. Ahahaha
Tucker – He is quite cute. Oh my… I only discovered he is 21 and I always thought that he is older than me. Hunky cute American. What can I really say about him.. sweet and apparently he knows how to cook. Went to his house over for a dinner. Sweet…. Ohh… too bad he is younger than me. I almost had a crush on him. Ha
Lastly there is this French guy in first day of school. HE IS REALLY CUTE… I mean not as gorgeous as Carlos but typically the kinda guy that I like. He is shy and yet approachable. Too bad we have communication breakdown. Apparently, he does not understand any English and my French sucks. But we did try to talk. Ha!
Ok… that’s for all today.
Germany trip has really made me grown up. I have to totally rely on myself for everything. The others who came with me.. well if I depend on them… I might just as well die. As mentioned before, oh man… situation is getting worse. Sometimes I wonder where they left their brains. I mean… the accommodation is always a problem. The first time when we complained back to NYP, it did not work. What makes them think it will work again. NYP has already deserted us in the first place and they cannot be bothered if we were dead or alive. They only care to boast around and do things when they like. Guess that N is really a darn ass to actually wanna complain. IT WON’T WORK! Oh my… hopefully the transfer of school will work and I will not be stuck with 1 geek and 2 idiots.
Oh yah… went shopping in this small town where I am living and got a few pieces of nice wearable clothes. I have forgot to mention that I am living in a SMALL TOWN called Mosbach. It is so small that you can complete the whole area within half a day. Everything closes at 6pm and everything is also closed on Sunday. So basically if you have forgotten to buy your grocery before Sunday, you will starved to death. No, there isn’t 7-11 around. Talking about this town, it is actually quite beautiful despite being small. There are also some nice shops around that do sell clothes and some of the necessity stuff that I need. However, the pace of Germans… are really slow as compared back home. But alcohol is really cheap. Ha! Been drinking quite a lot, beers and vodka!!! :P
Got to know a few seniors (International Students) and some of my classmates better. Let’s start with the most gorgeous guy.
Juan Carlos – He is from Spain. Oh man… HE IS SUPER SUPER GORGEOUS. I really mean it… Green eyes, even better looking than brad pitt. Oh my.. It is a wow when I saw him. But one thing about him… snob. Probably he knows he is gorgeous. But seriously girls, you should check him out. To die for
Eduarardo – He is from Spain as well. Not good looking, but he always remind me of my cousin, Alvin. They have similarities as in features. But basically, he is a super nice chap. Better than Carlos.
Adam – From Poland… but he has this strong American accent. Anyway he was staying in America for 3 years. Real attitude problem but overall… quite alrite.
Greg – French guy from the senior program. I knew him from Ali… He is a really nice sweet guy. I mean… I always have this perception of French men being snob, but he is really nice and he still owes me a strip dance. Ahahaha
Tucker – He is quite cute. Oh my… I only discovered he is 21 and I always thought that he is older than me. Hunky cute American. What can I really say about him.. sweet and apparently he knows how to cook. Went to his house over for a dinner. Sweet…. Ohh… too bad he is younger than me. I almost had a crush on him. Ha
Lastly there is this French guy in first day of school. HE IS REALLY CUTE… I mean not as gorgeous as Carlos but typically the kinda guy that I like. He is shy and yet approachable. Too bad we have communication breakdown. Apparently, he does not understand any English and my French sucks. But we did try to talk. Ha!
Ok… that’s for all today.
Friday, January 14, 2005
Fucking Pissed
It is really fucking pissed in here at times... Oh well there are also nice moments though. Let's start on the brighter side...
Went clubing last night (The only club in Mosbach, T-Club) ... It was GREAT. From 10pm til 3am (In Germany time). The music sucks but at least I do not miss clubbing life that much. Also everyone was sweet. However I realised one thing from Germans. They are introverts. They need someone to start the ball rolling before anything can be done. Free flows of beer and non-alcoholic drinks... slightly better than what I have in Singapore... other than that.. I still prefer zouk. OH gosh... talking about introverts... guess what... when I first step into this T-Club... people are just practically standing and drinking... No one was dancing... til Ali and the rest of us started.
Ali: she is a french girl I get to know from this foreign exchange program. Pretty with nice boob. ok... guyz.. don't get me wrong... seriously ... she has nice boobs and NO I AM NOT A LES! Nice girl but oh well.. I am only comment til now as I only know her for a week.
Got the biggest shit from my school today. Realised a lot of potentially deadly stuff that I think I may commit in my stay in Bad Mergenthime. I got a feeling that I might just get kicked out in a week's time. Here are some of the shit rules that is being laid.
(1) No noise from 12pm - 2pm and 10pm til 8am. (I mean... WHAT IS THIS SHIT!!!! I cannot play my music anymore!!!!)
(2) You got to paint the house before moving out!! (It is holy crap. I mean who will dirty your own place)
(3) Wash all your dishes immediately after food (Fuck... don't everyone just washes it... who will leave dirty dishes around...)
(4) You got to clean the house twice a week and there will be spotchecks. (ok... apparently... there is no privacy. They come in and check as and when they like. WHAT THE FUCK!!!!)
(5) Upfront 3 months deposit.! (I don't print money you know)
I really really feel that I am being conned into here...
Will update you guys more if I can recall!
Went clubing last night (The only club in Mosbach, T-Club) ... It was GREAT. From 10pm til 3am (In Germany time). The music sucks but at least I do not miss clubbing life that much. Also everyone was sweet. However I realised one thing from Germans. They are introverts. They need someone to start the ball rolling before anything can be done. Free flows of beer and non-alcoholic drinks... slightly better than what I have in Singapore... other than that.. I still prefer zouk. OH gosh... talking about introverts... guess what... when I first step into this T-Club... people are just practically standing and drinking... No one was dancing... til Ali and the rest of us started.
Ali: she is a french girl I get to know from this foreign exchange program. Pretty with nice boob. ok... guyz.. don't get me wrong... seriously ... she has nice boobs and NO I AM NOT A LES! Nice girl but oh well.. I am only comment til now as I only know her for a week.
Got the biggest shit from my school today. Realised a lot of potentially deadly stuff that I think I may commit in my stay in Bad Mergenthime. I got a feeling that I might just get kicked out in a week's time. Here are some of the shit rules that is being laid.
(1) No noise from 12pm - 2pm and 10pm til 8am. (I mean... WHAT IS THIS SHIT!!!! I cannot play my music anymore!!!!)
(2) You got to paint the house before moving out!! (It is holy crap. I mean who will dirty your own place)
(3) Wash all your dishes immediately after food (Fuck... don't everyone just washes it... who will leave dirty dishes around...)
(4) You got to clean the house twice a week and there will be spotchecks. (ok... apparently... there is no privacy. They come in and check as and when they like. WHAT THE FUCK!!!!)
(5) Upfront 3 months deposit.! (I don't print money you know)
I really really feel that I am being conned into here...
Will update you guys more if I can recall!
Tuesday, January 11, 2005
Germany
Yo fellows! I am in germany!!!
Ok starting from Day 01...
It was pretty good except.. I must really comment 17 hours of flight is a killer. It is totally a nightmare especially there is no personal tv.. Moving around is also tough when there are drunkards around the flight. Practically everyone drinks on the plane and a few were drunk. Gosh! Also the flight attendant keeps dropping drinks on me... haiz... I am really suay.
Rest of the week til now
I am stuck in a small town whereby.. practically really nothing much... small shops and I yet seen my adidas and puma. *Shreks* And the "best" thing.... it closes on every sunday. Sunday is a ghost town where there ain't anyone around. Haiz...
I realise something. People are not what you see and humans are really really selfish. I think I am starting to miss everyone back home. I mean it is like.. ok let start from those who come from singapore.
A: a bitch. Fucking hell... she practically rely on everyone and it is like missing home everyday and sobbing her tears out. The fucking thing is she keeps saying it every morning and asking how come i don't miss home. Believe it or not... I DO.. just that crying it out and repeating it ain't gonna solve the problem. A backstabber too. BITCH
D: A total selfish jerk. He only does things for himself. A pervertic freak as well. Heard from his bunk mate that... he scratches.. u know .. and he makes this funny noise on and off. Also he eats like a cow. Does not leave food for the rest. I HATE HIM!!!! AHHHHHH!!!! i still have to stay with him for my rest of the trip
V: she is ok, but god knows... *Keeping my fingers crossed*
N: OH MAN. Keeps on complaining about being poor and other stuffs. I mean if you know you cannot handle the finances around, then maybe you should not come in the first place. Also he keeps borrowing stuffs from me; I mean... once a while is ok... but everytime? It is a bit too much...
Ok starting from Day 01...
It was pretty good except.. I must really comment 17 hours of flight is a killer. It is totally a nightmare especially there is no personal tv.. Moving around is also tough when there are drunkards around the flight. Practically everyone drinks on the plane and a few were drunk. Gosh! Also the flight attendant keeps dropping drinks on me... haiz... I am really suay.
Rest of the week til now
I am stuck in a small town whereby.. practically really nothing much... small shops and I yet seen my adidas and puma. *Shreks* And the "best" thing.... it closes on every sunday. Sunday is a ghost town where there ain't anyone around. Haiz...
I realise something. People are not what you see and humans are really really selfish. I think I am starting to miss everyone back home. I mean it is like.. ok let start from those who come from singapore.
A: a bitch. Fucking hell... she practically rely on everyone and it is like missing home everyday and sobbing her tears out. The fucking thing is she keeps saying it every morning and asking how come i don't miss home. Believe it or not... I DO.. just that crying it out and repeating it ain't gonna solve the problem. A backstabber too. BITCH
D: A total selfish jerk. He only does things for himself. A pervertic freak as well. Heard from his bunk mate that... he scratches.. u know .. and he makes this funny noise on and off. Also he eats like a cow. Does not leave food for the rest. I HATE HIM!!!! AHHHHHH!!!! i still have to stay with him for my rest of the trip
V: she is ok, but god knows... *Keeping my fingers crossed*
N: OH MAN. Keeps on complaining about being poor and other stuffs. I mean if you know you cannot handle the finances around, then maybe you should not come in the first place. Also he keeps borrowing stuffs from me; I mean... once a while is ok... but everytime? It is a bit too much...
Tuesday, January 04, 2005
Sweet
Really very sweet today. Spending the last few hours of my time in Singapore with a bunch of nice friends. I think I will really miss them a lot. To ever think... my closer friends... did not really spend time with me, instead.. others try to make an effort.
Today... elvin finally bought the set of Winnie the pooh series. Ahahaha. I mean... ok... I did not actually think he will buy. Let's face it... Many times he ask me out... in the end... never make it. Even my gift for my friends.. I ask him to pass... he can still forget about it. How 'thoughtful' of him! But still after much 'forcing' he bought the set. Gave 2 of them to my friends, trendy and kris. Well... wanted to gave the Piglet away as well... but... i mean.. i want to keep it because it is a gift from friend.. cannot just give all away. I didn't feel good after that.... I mean i felt like the other 2 girls... didn't get anything. Felt really really horrible.
Gonna leave in a few hours. Wonder... what will happen in coming months...
Starting to miss everyone... and the fact... starting to think of him. Really wish he could call me before I leave
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Today... elvin finally bought the set of Winnie the pooh series. Ahahaha. I mean... ok... I did not actually think he will buy. Let's face it... Many times he ask me out... in the end... never make it. Even my gift for my friends.. I ask him to pass... he can still forget about it. How 'thoughtful' of him! But still after much 'forcing' he bought the set. Gave 2 of them to my friends, trendy and kris. Well... wanted to gave the Piglet away as well... but... i mean.. i want to keep it because it is a gift from friend.. cannot just give all away. I didn't feel good after that.... I mean i felt like the other 2 girls... didn't get anything. Felt really really horrible.
Gonna leave in a few hours. Wonder... what will happen in coming months...
Starting to miss everyone... and the fact... starting to think of him. Really wish he could call me before I leave