I am a Heartless Biatch

It has been really really long since i last updated my blog.

Was in Australia a week ago. Flew off on the 11th and came back on the 22nd. First to Adelaide, then to Melbourne and Sydney and lastly back to Adelaide. I love Melbourne most; cheap, clean and the transportation is terrific. 3 modes of transportation in which you can choose for, train, tram and bus. Best of all, cheap. Although Sydney has a lot of wonderful destination such as Blue Mountain, the Opera House and etc, I still prefer Melbourne. Firstly, clothes... I can get it easily from the Factory Outlets (They sell at a really affordable price), and it is much cleaner and quieter. I don't know about the others, but Sydney has many flies and there is always litter and a stench which I have no idea where it is from. Bought quite a few clothings back and first time... my dad would spend such a huge sum of money.

Guess what... I am leaving for Germany in like... 4 days time? I really really wanted this student exchange program. To me.. first of all... I get to travel and be exposed to a different environment. Second of all... probably running away from things i don't wish to see or even know... But it looks like it is hard to let go.. Probably this time round... I have friends that I think I will miss a lot.. A mixture of feelings right now. I keep thinking... did i make the wrong move and my heartless self... is slowly diminishing.... Good yet bad...

One word to summarise everything I am feeling... Confused

Off to Australia

Not doing well and ain't wanna talk about it