Saturday, November 20, 2004
Stagnant
These days, my life is much simpler. Sleep, wake up, work and playing Maple Story. Gosh.. i really dread going work. Fucking quiet and only another me and my other collegue making calls. Kaoz. Hate this job but then... I need money. As usual, I have to bear with it.
Dad has been complaining a lot about me playing Maple Story. I agree. Been glued to this game and constantly playing everyday. Cannot stand one of the people inside. Kaoz. I mean.. it is only a game. Why so calculative about the game and I cannot stand the attitude. Thinks that it (ok let's not define the sex) knows everything about the game. Hates it being cocky. For me... this game is about playing... but just cannot stand losing to it. But the fact... I have already lost to it. AHHHH
Guess what... my leg is swollen and the reason the doctor gave... Probably u were bitten by fire ants. I was like huh?? Pain, swollen, red and it looks exactly like pig trotters. Luckily dad ain't in Singapore to see, or else nagging and laughter.
Haiz... was super super happy when my lecturer called to say I have gotten the overseas attachment. In the end... was a false alarm. He misread the email. SUCKS.
Sigh...
Dad has been complaining a lot about me playing Maple Story. I agree. Been glued to this game and constantly playing everyday. Cannot stand one of the people inside. Kaoz. I mean.. it is only a game. Why so calculative about the game and I cannot stand the attitude. Thinks that it (ok let's not define the sex) knows everything about the game. Hates it being cocky. For me... this game is about playing... but just cannot stand losing to it. But the fact... I have already lost to it. AHHHH
Guess what... my leg is swollen and the reason the doctor gave... Probably u were bitten by fire ants. I was like huh?? Pain, swollen, red and it looks exactly like pig trotters. Luckily dad ain't in Singapore to see, or else nagging and laughter.
Haiz... was super super happy when my lecturer called to say I have gotten the overseas attachment. In the end... was a false alarm. He misread the email. SUCKS.
Sigh...
Thursday, November 11, 2004
PMS? Mood Swing?
Been foul mood these days. Probably I realised certain things that i do not like. Why does she always pisses me off so much! Everytime she opens her mouth, it is always the good thing about the son. Ain't I good enough as well? It hurts badly whenever she mentions things that I inherit all the bad stuffs. Sometimes I really wonder why the fuck in the first place did she..... I mean I can understand why she dotes on son. Well, traditional woman, what to do... but she is... fuck... Sometimes just feel like running away from everything... Funny yet true, I never hate the son, infact... we are super close and he is the best person I ever had. Maybe she is right. I am just a piece of shit.
Ain't the mood these days to entertain anyone. Even playing maple these days is a dread. It has been my favourite games these days... but... with all things happening around.... it became my source of anger to vent on the game. I hate it when I am lousy, esp.. I have to start all over again.
AHHHHH!!!!
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Ain't the mood these days to entertain anyone. Even playing maple these days is a dread. It has been my favourite games these days... but... with all things happening around.... it became my source of anger to vent on the game. I hate it when I am lousy, esp.. I have to start all over again.
AHHHHH!!!!