Friday, August 13, 2004
Things Can Really Be Unexpected
Seriously, things can turn really different. At times, you expected this, and in the end, you get a different ending... I always thought... those who are always unconcern about me... turn out to show the most concern... Previously, I was talking about this gal who doesn't know much of and keep jumping conclusion... In the end... she was more willing to help me than the others. The others are just too preoccupied with their relationships...
Does having a car means more friends? I was talking about this issue to Pinky today.. I really pity el.. He seems to be popular and has more friends because he is rich and has a car... Fuck... I mean.. Friends are Friends... Who give a god damn about the car! So what if he doesn't have a car.. I will still treat him the same. The 2 people who is trying to get closer to him simply sucks. I mean just because of his money and car? Poor el.. Hopefully he can see through them soon.
J is driving on my nerves. I didn't notice much of that till Pinky's sudden irritation. Actually... she already dislike J so much. On the contrary... I thought they were close.. Guess I must have overlooked it.... J is really so out to win.. Pool session was meant to be relaxing and it is only just a game.. Saw her real side of her today... Hopefully I don't start to dislike J soon...
I share a special relationship with Jas.. Don't really know why.. Definitely not love but is more than friends. The feeling is very special... like real brother and sister. I have never dotted on someone that close except for my mei.. who is also another special case. I always thought that this kind of relationship only happens in the movies or to siblings. Never knew that it can exist in my life.. Anyway... really felt like hugging him today after he told me out many things. Too bad everything was done via the phone.. Knew he was damn damn damn sad and could sortta hear a bit of sobbing.. Sigh.... Gonna hug me tommorrow.. Hee Hee
Hate is what covers me these days.... Ain't gonna elaborate on it as I swore never to shed another tear anymore
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Does having a car means more friends? I was talking about this issue to Pinky today.. I really pity el.. He seems to be popular and has more friends because he is rich and has a car... Fuck... I mean.. Friends are Friends... Who give a god damn about the car! So what if he doesn't have a car.. I will still treat him the same. The 2 people who is trying to get closer to him simply sucks. I mean just because of his money and car? Poor el.. Hopefully he can see through them soon.
J is driving on my nerves. I didn't notice much of that till Pinky's sudden irritation. Actually... she already dislike J so much. On the contrary... I thought they were close.. Guess I must have overlooked it.... J is really so out to win.. Pool session was meant to be relaxing and it is only just a game.. Saw her real side of her today... Hopefully I don't start to dislike J soon...
I share a special relationship with Jas.. Don't really know why.. Definitely not love but is more than friends. The feeling is very special... like real brother and sister. I have never dotted on someone that close except for my mei.. who is also another special case. I always thought that this kind of relationship only happens in the movies or to siblings. Never knew that it can exist in my life.. Anyway... really felt like hugging him today after he told me out many things. Too bad everything was done via the phone.. Knew he was damn damn damn sad and could sortta hear a bit of sobbing.. Sigh.... Gonna hug me tommorrow.. Hee Hee
Hate is what covers me these days.... Ain't gonna elaborate on it as I swore never to shed another tear anymore
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