Tuesday, August 17, 2004
Stupid People do Stupid Things
I am one of the stupid arse around. I never seem to stop quarrelling with people... I know my temper is really foul but I just can't be bothered to change it.. At times I blame myself for the things that I did... However... If I change... will the situation change? I seriously lost in this confusion of changing... Can't people accept who I am?
I do not know much about others.. but me... when a misunderstanding occurs.. I cannot be bothered to alter or amend it. To me... if a misunderstanding relates me.. it means that the person do not know me well enough. Sometimes I also find that leaving it as it is... will create fewer problems.. but it ain't so... It seems like things just get worse... I hate to actually resolve the misunderstanding... as once you are the accused.. no matter how you explain.. people already have the impression that you are guilty.
Sometimes I really wish to scream out loud to tell my stuff and to those who look things only on the surface... But I just can't do it... Perhaps I am the type who just don't like to talk and clear things up... Ever since certain things happen... I just bottle up...
Did a stupid thing today... Scrape my hands with words using a sharp pen... WHAT AM I DOING!!!
You see ah, people accepting you for who you are and controlling your temper are two different things.
When you lose your temper, you end up doing or saying things that you don't mean to. Its not yourself, a different part of you. Others around you are humans too, they feel hurt to. People can accept your for who you are, but gotta remember that if you feel hurt when someone does something to you, others will feel hurt when you do the same thing to them.
- Rank
Then what am I suppose to do wor? Don't flare up? Okok... i try not to. I am YES i hate when people flare on me too, but... you know me rite... I am always so foul-tempered... :(
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I do not know much about others.. but me... when a misunderstanding occurs.. I cannot be bothered to alter or amend it. To me... if a misunderstanding relates me.. it means that the person do not know me well enough. Sometimes I also find that leaving it as it is... will create fewer problems.. but it ain't so... It seems like things just get worse... I hate to actually resolve the misunderstanding... as once you are the accused.. no matter how you explain.. people already have the impression that you are guilty.
Sometimes I really wish to scream out loud to tell my stuff and to those who look things only on the surface... But I just can't do it... Perhaps I am the type who just don't like to talk and clear things up... Ever since certain things happen... I just bottle up...
Did a stupid thing today... Scrape my hands with words using a sharp pen... WHAT AM I DOING!!!
You see ah, people accepting you for who you are and controlling your temper are two different things.
When you lose your temper, you end up doing or saying things that you don't mean to. Its not yourself, a different part of you. Others around you are humans too, they feel hurt to. People can accept your for who you are, but gotta remember that if you feel hurt when someone does something to you, others will feel hurt when you do the same thing to them.
- Rank
Then what am I suppose to do wor? Don't flare up? Okok... i try not to. I am YES i hate when people flare on me too, but... you know me rite... I am always so foul-tempered... :(
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