Saturday, July 24, 2004
Things Just Changed
Many things had happened for a couple of months. Actually you could say years, just that I have been keeping my mouth shut and swallowing everything. Really did want to resolve the whole situation AGAIN, but it will all goes back to square one. Two words to summarise everything now.. GAVE UP. Been escaping home for couple of days. Finally went home today. Things did not actually get better. But it sure was better escaping to my second home and staying out with my friends. I never felt better than that.
Knew two of my friends better. One called E and the other.. oh well will just keep quiet about her name. E... AH BENG SIAH!!! But.. he really can drive. Oh boy, I miss the speeding ever since he left. Was thinking of him when e was driving.. Sheaded a few tears. Oh man... talking about him. Very beng. He has a long history of being real ah beng. Not the typical kind that acts, but a real one. A bit horrified to hear about his story, but did get to know him better. Really sweet chap. Reminds me a lot of him.. Nah... so far... don't think so, but they do.. have similarities... Ok about this girl.. know her quite long but never that deep. Kaoz.. she can be a real biatch lor. Fuck. Was really pissed about something she said. "I almost quarrelled with you during project. I am such a nice person.. and to ever think I almost quarrelled with you." FUCK IT. Knnbpcb! It was her fault lor... she was the one at fault and yet she pushed everything to me!!! Yes I know, I am a difficult person and yes I can be really stubborn at times. BUT FUCK IT. That time... she was always out playing when I am slogging my head off. Finally I blew it. Didn't pick up any calls and never talk after that. And that is not final. SHE WAS FUCKING LATE FOR THE PRESENTATION!!! As a result, points were deducted for my project. Fucking Biatch... still push that bloody blame to me. Fuck, she always think she is damn fucking good and understand people and cb... I really have no words to describe her. She is a real FUCKING BIATCH!
Oh yah.. forgot to mention... I DYED MY HAIR AGAIN.. Look like a punk siah. Red and black.
I miss the feeling of love and being loved. When will I ever feel it again?
some bitches just feel better blaming others than themselves.. dun get yourself so worked up over these ppl oke...
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Knew two of my friends better. One called E and the other.. oh well will just keep quiet about her name. E... AH BENG SIAH!!! But.. he really can drive. Oh boy, I miss the speeding ever since he left. Was thinking of him when e was driving.. Sheaded a few tears. Oh man... talking about him. Very beng. He has a long history of being real ah beng. Not the typical kind that acts, but a real one. A bit horrified to hear about his story, but did get to know him better. Really sweet chap. Reminds me a lot of him.. Nah... so far... don't think so, but they do.. have similarities... Ok about this girl.. know her quite long but never that deep. Kaoz.. she can be a real biatch lor. Fuck. Was really pissed about something she said. "I almost quarrelled with you during project. I am such a nice person.. and to ever think I almost quarrelled with you." FUCK IT. Knnbpcb! It was her fault lor... she was the one at fault and yet she pushed everything to me!!! Yes I know, I am a difficult person and yes I can be really stubborn at times. BUT FUCK IT. That time... she was always out playing when I am slogging my head off. Finally I blew it. Didn't pick up any calls and never talk after that. And that is not final. SHE WAS FUCKING LATE FOR THE PRESENTATION!!! As a result, points were deducted for my project. Fucking Biatch... still push that bloody blame to me. Fuck, she always think she is damn fucking good and understand people and cb... I really have no words to describe her. She is a real FUCKING BIATCH!
Oh yah.. forgot to mention... I DYED MY HAIR AGAIN.. Look like a punk siah. Red and black.
I miss the feeling of love and being loved. When will I ever feel it again?
some bitches just feel better blaming others than themselves.. dun get yourself so worked up over these ppl oke...
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