Thursday, June 17, 2004
Self Centered
Finally transferred all my previous blogs to the blogspot here. However.. I lost quite an amount of blog... Sigh.. No choice... I did not back up..
I must be mentally sick in the brain. Forever placing myself into shits that I cannot handle. Don't understand why. And my bluntness is slowly catching up and torturing the people around me. I seriously don't know.. Some people prefer me being blunt, some don't. For me... I cannot be bothered in figuring people's mind when I cannot handle my inner demons. I can see that one of my collegue is slowly beginning to dislike me... probably all of them dislike me.. Do I really care.. I have no idea.. My mood and mind these days is like.. Cannot be bothered with people's feelings except for mine... Guess I am really very self-centered.
Vitamin M is running really low.. and I am still spending like shit.. AhhHh.. What the hell am I thinking... THIS ISN'T ME!!
well.. lifes like dat.. u got to put on a mask one way or the other.. i have a big big mask here.. of no use though..
I have always been putting on mask.. Kinda tiring you know.. At times really wanna abandon everything and just run away from everyone and be myself.
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I must be mentally sick in the brain. Forever placing myself into shits that I cannot handle. Don't understand why. And my bluntness is slowly catching up and torturing the people around me. I seriously don't know.. Some people prefer me being blunt, some don't. For me... I cannot be bothered in figuring people's mind when I cannot handle my inner demons. I can see that one of my collegue is slowly beginning to dislike me... probably all of them dislike me.. Do I really care.. I have no idea.. My mood and mind these days is like.. Cannot be bothered with people's feelings except for mine... Guess I am really very self-centered.
Vitamin M is running really low.. and I am still spending like shit.. AhhHh.. What the hell am I thinking... THIS ISN'T ME!!
well.. lifes like dat.. u got to put on a mask one way or the other.. i have a big big mask here.. of no use though..
I have always been putting on mask.. Kinda tiring you know.. At times really wanna abandon everything and just run away from everyone and be myself.
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