Wednesday, August 20, 2003

Not cut out to be

Anyone miss me? It has been long since I blog again. Been really busy. Be it school or work. Realised something. I am really not cut out to be in Student Union. Too many things that I cannot tolerate and it seems to make me miserable rather than enjoying. Though some of them inside are nice, but the unhappiness is more than happiness.

Borrowed a digital camera from a friend and took some pictures. :P
Will only show those pictures to those who know me. Hee hee

Will try to make a point to change the layout.. If I have the time

Monday, August 04, 2003

Pissed Off

Feeling very fucked up. Really regret stepping into NYP. Can never ever interact with this school. Guess what.. TEP. IT IS SO FUCKED UP!!! Really feel like those slaves in the olden days. Work and work and I never seem to get enough rest. And now.. extension of hours in school. I am so fucking pissed. Best part is... no one seem to stand out and the fucking reason that the school give is.. we are trying to add value to you. HOW LAME CAN IT GET? Actually started a petition but didn't implement it as it will not work. Guess what? Now they assigned a fucked up lecturer to inspect whatever we do. Stupid bitches, sluts and bastards. Only think for themselves. I still remember clearly the in-charge has said, "You are very selfish, You never think for the majority, You are only the one or two percent that is affected and you only think for YOURSELF, and also we are trying to add value to you. We the lecturers are here to help, not harm you." After hearing all these, I even depise the school even more. People, if you still have friends going into poly, please please please, not NYP. Unless you want to regret.

I NEED A BREAK!!!!!!

Friday, August 01, 2003

Paranoid

Don't know. Felt privacy intruded and felt irritated, annoyed and hatred. Did I mention? I got a feeling these days. Just felt like hating everyone. I mean EVERYONE. I think you guys better leave me alone, especially those. Don't want to mention as I never keep track who actually read my blog.

Really hate to say, but it seems like I am losing my mind, losing myself, and don't really have a clue what I am suppose to head to. Heard the talk on SAF, maybe will decide to sign on. Quite a good deal though. No need to advise me or anything. I have not made up my mind and do not interfere or try to attempt to actually change my mind or try to add comments about my life. I HAVE ENUFF OF IT. So guys, PLEASE JUST SHUT UP!

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