I am a Heartless Biatch

School is starting soon. Very vexed. Found out a lot of things not done for the event. Publicity is not done well, heard that the year 1 does not know abt the event. Maybe should go to school tommorrow and have a talk with the old fart. Still in confusion in many things for the school.

Found out that I am attached to IBRC (dunno if that is correct). Worse part, attached with a AP gal. Wonder if we can work together. My classmates ain't with me. Gonna work with complete strangers. Bad News. Got to work for the entire 6 months without pay. Oh my god, How am I going to survive without my daily bread. This bloody school is driving me crazy.

Was surfing the net. Found a gossip section and was shocked. Read this. OH MY GOD. THIS CUTE GUY IS WITH DEMI MOORE!!! For those who don't know him... he is the guy who acted in the 70's show and hey dude, where is my car. OH MY GOD!!! But the bigger part is next. Look here. OH MY GOD. She is very old leh. But look at her... Woh man..She must have spent millions on her plastic surgery and on botax. My god, she looks good. Sigh....

Was running slight fever. Must be due to walking in the heavy downpour yesterday. Miss that feeling. Might try that again. I always believe, since I cannot cry out, the sky will cry for me. It freshens me everytime I do that.

Been listening to a song by Tanya, Deep (Wu Di Dong). Meaningful song. One part was ren lei de xin shi ge wu di dong. Very true. How many of us can be contented with what we have. I remembered a friend once asked me abt the email he sent. It is about whether you will continue going up the escalator. The first level is where you will find a man who has a stable job and love kids, the second is better and until the fourth, it will be nothing. My reply was actually.. I will stop at the first level and not continue. Don't know why.. for me, if I want to go on searching.. I will not be contented. That is why. Maybe you guys can drop the comments.

Watching tv just a while ago. THE KOREAN ACTOR IS SO CUTE. The loving you show in channel U. Think I will continue watching it. Hee hee

Woke up feeling very pissed off and at the same time down. Had a call in the morning. Was a friend. Sort of shouted at him, but felt I was not wrong. Everytime I go out with them, I get mocked and become their laughing stock. Enough of it. Sick of being that puppet. Shall return to the unpleasant personality who don't give a fuck to anything.

Went to school, sick of it. Very sick of it. Can never get things done. Never went to work because was simply tired. Tired of everything. Tired of everyone, Tired of myself. Just wondering why I am still around.

Might gonna stop blogging. Don't feel like having people to know me too well and neither do I look people bothering abt my stuff.