Sunday, June 15, 2003

Pain.....

Was having migraine and menses cramp at the same time. TERRIBLE~!!! Could barely do anything today. Pretty much lying on the bed. Didn't went for the meeting in School as well. Guess most of them will be pretty mad or probably ended thinking that I am irresponsible.

The time now is 3.00 am, should be considered Sunday. Actually should be sleeping, however feeling kinda depressed right now. Finished watching my Sassy Girl. Quite a nice show but not touching enough to make me cry. But one part of the show made me recalled the past. It has almost been let's say... almost 7 months, and so far, I have not forgotten about him. I was about to go to bed when memories just flowed back. The day when I was sad, he came all the way to actually accompany me, the day when he first held my hand... all these.. I really don't know how to forget as it seems like it was just yesterday. I have never like a guy so much in my life. You know something funny, he said he didn't want to be the guy who will hurt me. Let me just say, ASH, You have already did it! I don't know what went wrong but THANKS ANYWAY!!!!!

I really feel like running away. I miss the days where I just cast everything aside and just travel to another country. Maybe the next coming holidays, Hong Kong? Australia? Bali? Taiwan? US? or California? I should start saving up soon.

Someone PLEASE RETRIEVE my soul!



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