Saturday, May 24, 2003
Sleepless...
Didn't slept today. Was tossing and turning. Couldn't help but thinking of the problems that occurred. Really felt powerless. Couldn't do much, not really within my means, however still need to decide on certain things so as improve the situation. Yearn to have someone I could talk to. But none is around. Almost took up smoking and alcohol last night to drown everything. Didn't.. ended siting by the window and staring blankly.
Went to school. Need to come up with designs for an event. I am actually doing the publicity, but it seems.. I have no inspirations at all. I need to retouch my adobe photoshop skills again. Have not really been messing with it since TP days, wonder if I am still up to it. Actually, felt out of place.. probably I never felt a sense of belonging in the first place. Should I call it quits? or should I continue? Funny to say, I love organising events and activities, love contributing ideas but I never felt the sense of belonging in there. Maybe I should finish this event first and decide later.
Lost my soul.. Can someone please retrieve it for me?
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Went to school. Need to come up with designs for an event. I am actually doing the publicity, but it seems.. I have no inspirations at all. I need to retouch my adobe photoshop skills again. Have not really been messing with it since TP days, wonder if I am still up to it. Actually, felt out of place.. probably I never felt a sense of belonging in the first place. Should I call it quits? or should I continue? Funny to say, I love organising events and activities, love contributing ideas but I never felt the sense of belonging in there. Maybe I should finish this event first and decide later.
Lost my soul.. Can someone please retrieve it for me?
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