Friday, May 30, 2003

Dumb Struck

Tired? Have not been sleeping well. Really look like one huge panda. My eye rings were super dark and I was practically stoned. My mind was blank and practically keep laughing. Usual symptoms, think I will need the cigarettes soon again.

Weather has been hot and to make matter worse. I have long hair. Regret taking up the bet but then I don't wish to lose. Ahhhhh~!!!!!! Was at starhub training, I guess many people think I am mad. Keep laughing and I was thinking to myself, what the hell am I doing there? I really wish that there were more choices in life... but too bad SHIT HAPPENS! And my results are out soon. Wonder if I can pass. If I do... then people, please listen... I GONNA HAVE PURPLE HAIR!! Got an impulse to change my hair totally.

Was reading an email and found a familiar name. Got a shock but then it was not him. Have not been talking to him.. sort of missed him but yet I am determined to forget. Contradicting huh.. But it is something I have to do or I can never move on.

I need a break, I am really tired



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